Posts Tagged ‘long’
how to feel ‘normal’ when normal was lost long time ago?
i dont know how to put this, without sounding like some unstable loon, im a mum, i have 2 beautiful lil gals, but ( im crying just putting this into words) I honestly do not know where im at, its seems neverending, i know u may say go docs get help, been thr done it, im on anti depressants nw, was a heroin addict from 13 to21, got pregnant and stopped it all, but now i feel kinda lost like ive been left drifting, in this huuuge sea of mist and doubt. i dunno what i even want you to answer, just how can i feel norml when normal was lost at 12?
My 2 little girls are the only things keeping me sane just now, i would never put y kids through the harsh life of a junkie mum, i adore them, i dont feel this way because of them, i feel this way i think because drugs were normal for so long, i just dont know how to feel normal now, without them, thanks for the undertanding answers, i was expecting haarsh reality checks (maybe coz that how i am with myself id dont know)
my drugs support counsellor says im doing so well, i just feel im slipping under… i would love to help others or teach others about how not to be like me, but how can i help when i cant help me,. oh gosh the negativity, i do m own head in sometimes, i just cant seem to sort myself ot, even though im very clear in what i should be doing,, to the person wos said dont leave my kids, dont worry i wouldnt, theyre lil angels xxx
How long does it take to get back your strengthin the gym if you didnt work out for a month?
i had my appendix out so i couldnt.. and i went back to the gym yesterday thinking ima go light i dont want to get a hernia and in 3 and half weeks i droped almost 30 pounds in everything i do. its kind of sad because i worked hard for it.. went to gym almost everryday for 8 9 months and its hard for me to gain muscle mass because im not too tall nd play a lot of soccer ( 5 5 and was at 126 which is norml my goal was like 133) and i droped to 117.. damn!
how long the weed smoke smell stay in my bathroom?
ok so i smoked spice in my bathroom and blew it directly out the window with the ceiling fan vent thing on and some air freshener and the smell wasnt there by the time i walked out, but i need to know how long the smell of marijuana smoke lingers in there. i smoke before bed usually when my parents are alsleep but i dont want the smell like spreading thru the house either. idk, i dont have much expierience w/ indoor smoking. id appreciate some advice




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